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Thursday, August 15, 2013
Sunday, August 11, 2013
Word of the Week!
Again, in honor of doing "Fiddler on the Roof" at our church, i'm choosing a Russian word to balance out the blog a little. And to give you something other than my Hebrew etymology. Also, there are 5 daughters, and the word below can incorporate the metaphor described below.
The word is matryoshka, or
The word is matryoshka, or
Матрёшка
This word is the name for the Russian nesting dolls. For an interesting read on the dolls and their influence on Russian culture, see here!
The word literally means "little matron", coming from the word in its diminutive form for a formal first name. (see wiki article.) I always thought it meant to "little mother." But in doing some research I discovered that the term matroyshka is also used as a metaphor description. Similar to the onion affect, it means one object within a smaller object concept. For example, in "Fiddler", the 5 daughters each reveal a different layer in the incorporation of the changing times. Almost as how the dolls reveal another new doll inside.
Hope this gives everyone a new perspective on an old tradition! TRADITION!
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Past, present, and future
Have you ever heard someone say "Today's a gift, that's why we call it the present." I'm sure we all have. The phrase, almost overused and definitively a cliche is meant to give inspiration and invoke gratitude in the listener. I would like to argue that this phrase can mean so much more and yet doesn't encompass the greater meaning of Christian gratitude as some people expect.
First, let's look at the phrase. Yes-I will not argue that today is a gift from God. That is biblical supported both positively and negatively, through many Psalms and Matthew 6 where Jesus tells us to worry about the day at hand, not tomorrow. However, yesterday was a gift too, and tomorrow will be a gift. And your family is a gift. Even your own breathe of life is a gift from God. Though I enjoy the fact the phrase encourages gratitude, the thankfulness should be expanded past the "present."
Second, present is a manmade term, not something of God. Time is manmade. Many items defined in the Bible from God incorporate more than a present sense of reality. They include all senses of time. And they include all aspects of your livelihood. For example...when discussing resurrection. Christians state in the Apostle's Creed we believe in the "Resurrection of the Body." But how many people ACTUALLY believe that. I know I do... and I am so excited about God for that. But N.T. Wright in his book Surprises By Hope talks about the Biblical interpretation of a bodily resurrection and this is far beyond the contemporary concepts of what heaven & hell are.
So next time you think of the present as a gift, remember there are far many more things to be thankful for of a God who is without end and undefinable by human standards. God bless be the Creator and Ruler of All!
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
The Return of the Kosher Pig: The Divine Messiah in Jewish Thought by Rabbi Itzhak Shapira
pages: 335, with glossary, recommendations for related books and even a couple sleeves for notes.
Book on Amazon
Warning: This book is not for the everyday average reader, let alone the average Christian (if there is such a thing.) Though I argue that this is an excellent book, filled with a plethora of information and details beyond your wildest dreams-- a lot of the information goes well above a reader's head , dealing with traditional rabbinical views, jewish thought & jewish theology that are well beyond the scoop of a "normal read."
But despite that warning--this book is very intriguing. It is written by a messianic rabbi *see author above* who discusses how he grew up in Jewish community in Israel and wants to point from a Jewish prescriptive proof that Jesus was the Messiah found within the Scriptures. He uses traditional jewish defense and refers to several rabbinical texts to provide proof of his argument about Yeshua (Jesus--he specifically uses this term as he wants to distinguish in this book the Jewish aspects.)
Again I want to emphasize there is A LOT of information in this book. Rabbi Shapira provides several examples of how rabbis interpret certain Messianic scripture, record discussions about the authority, teachings and definition of how Jesus is the claimed Messiah of the Scriptures. He even refers to rabbis that state truths but then sacrifice their teachings for human agreements to dispute Messianic claims.
There are some claims that go a little beyond standardized thinking... discussions about jewish numerology (there is another term for this but I figured I would simplify it) and how certain messianic affiliated verses add up to the same figured and (as the author argues) gives more support to Jesus as the Messiah. Thought I do not argue against Jesus as Messiah... I do not think you need every little ounce of defense, including the mystical aspects of belief. Interesting...but not necessary.
Otherwise, this is an excellent, well documented and informed book about the Messiah in Jewish thought. Thought it was not written for most believers, I do think any believer could benefit from a reading of this book.
Monday, August 5, 2013
The Atoms of Language: The mind's Hidden Rules of Grammar by Mark Baker
Kindle Edition: 276
Amazon Link: The Atoms of Language
For those of you like me who are interested in how language works and functions, this is an excellent book to get started with. The book makes the analogy that just as there is a periodic table for the elements in chemistry, there is a "table" of sorts that linguists are putting together that can categorize and structure languages of the world. Baker discusses how linguistics are forming "parameters" that separate languages from others (usually associated with the subject location, verb, placement of words and verb phrases.) Bakers implies that these parameters help categorize and structure language as a whole more efficiently than country of origin or cultural difference associated with each language.
Mark Baker does an wonderful job of making linguistics readable for the average person--and yet not sacrificing terms, definitions and examples from the field of linguistics. Examples include associates between Japanese, English, French, a native-american language from the Iroquois, Mohawk, and discusses other unique languages that one may not readily think of when discussing tongues of the world.
A basic knowledge of English grammar and syntax would be necessary for understanding this book, along with perhaps knowledge of another language other than your own since some topics make sense with some bi-lingual knowledge base.
For those of you like me who are interested in how language works and functions, this is an excellent book to get started with. The book makes the analogy that just as there is a periodic table for the elements in chemistry, there is a "table" of sorts that linguists are putting together that can categorize and structure languages of the world. Baker discusses how linguistics are forming "parameters" that separate languages from others (usually associated with the subject location, verb, placement of words and verb phrases.) Bakers implies that these parameters help categorize and structure language as a whole more efficiently than country of origin or cultural difference associated with each language.
Mark Baker does an wonderful job of making linguistics readable for the average person--and yet not sacrificing terms, definitions and examples from the field of linguistics. Examples include associates between Japanese, English, French, a native-american language from the Iroquois, Mohawk, and discusses other unique languages that one may not readily think of when discussing tongues of the world.
A basic knowledge of English grammar and syntax would be necessary for understanding this book, along with perhaps knowledge of another language other than your own since some topics make sense with some bi-lingual knowledge base.
Sunday, August 4, 2013
... TO LIFE!....
Word of the Week, episode 2 :)
This weekend and next weekend are the performances of my church's fine arts ministry program. This year we are doing Fiddler on the Roof, a traditional show about, well, tradition amongst Hasidic Russian Jews. It is actually based on a true story/book and deals with several issues for the jewish population in Russia during the early 20th century (1900s). Fun show--deep philosophically speaking but still fun.
One of the songs in the show is called L'chai-im!, or To Life. Since this is a Hebrew word... I thought I would be elaborate on its meaning & significance.
I was able to locate this word in the Biblical context, in Isaiah 4. In this case it is used in a different context -- but it has the same meaning "to life." It comes from the Hebrew word for "life." The same word is the root for the verb, for living things. (see pg 310-313 of the Brown Driver Briggs Lexicon) I want to saw that this words is like the living source of everything. It interconnects all of creation. The term is used in the Bible for people's livelihood, for life in general, for reference to sustenance and for maintaining existence.
So if you ever get to see "Fiddler on the Roof," when the men start singing in the bar about life... keep in mind that it doesn't just incorporate the amber colored liquid in their cups :)
This weekend and next weekend are the performances of my church's fine arts ministry program. This year we are doing Fiddler on the Roof, a traditional show about, well, tradition amongst Hasidic Russian Jews. It is actually based on a true story/book and deals with several issues for the jewish population in Russia during the early 20th century (1900s). Fun show--deep philosophically speaking but still fun.
One of the songs in the show is called L'chai-im!, or To Life. Since this is a Hebrew word... I thought I would be elaborate on its meaning & significance.
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So if you ever get to see "Fiddler on the Roof," when the men start singing in the bar about life... keep in mind that it doesn't just incorporate the amber colored liquid in their cups :)
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Understanding Religion 101
This page is going to be reserved for my make-shift lesson plans if I were to teach a specific topic. They will include a name of the class, a schedule (either 8, 10 or 12 or full school year week plan since I want college or private school and these are the typical schedules.) All you "teachers" out there are welcome to provide input, suggestions, ideas and who knows...maybe one day i'll actually get to teach these things.
First up!??? -- Coming soon :)
For a long time I have wanted to teach a class on "basic" religion. I feel disappointed that the first interaction kids have with religion is typically in college and by then they have already begun to form their opinions without even attempting to under what religion is, how it works in society (both anthropologically, sociologically and personally.) A part of me wants to think that with an understanding knowledge of religions and how they operate, it may be possible to teach people to respect and interact with different religions even if they are different from their own. [hint hint, he's my objective] Of course this class would probably never make it to the public sector (i will keep fantasizing)... but I can see it being a part of a private curriculum or part of a home-school program. I want to emphasis some else up front : This class would NOT be an understanding of a particular faith. It would incorporate religious material only if was important for understanding the canonicity or basic structure of the faith. It would NOT, i repeat NOT be a direct means of missionary work or evangelism.
So, here is goes:
Week 1: Introduction to religion
What is religion? What is its place in society? Discuss religions of people in class, what they know about other religions. Review what religions will be discussed in class.
Read introduction to at least 2 different texts (one on an anthropological/sociological level and another on a "world religions" textbook type level.)
Week 2: Pre-History Religion
review of early civilization religions, such as mesopatamia, africa, egypt, dip into greek & roman (trying to stay chronological but its hard when its easier to relate religions than go in order of appearance.) DEFINITELY read Gilgamesh, the Creation Story from Mesopatamia, an African and Egyptian story. Possible book review on a Greek/Roman god (there are thousands of these to choose from.)
Week 3: Major world religions-week1
Judaism
Looking at basic beliefs, difference within the faith (orthodox, conservation, reformed & messianic)
Discussion groups or group presentations on one of these groups.
Readings--biblical readings discussing the nature of the nation of Israel, possible rabbinical readings
Week 4: major world religions- week 2
Hinduism
all "major world religions" will have a similar set up. Looking at basic beliefs, divisions within the faith, locale of the religion and have discussion groups or presentations on subjects discussed. Right now off the top of my head I admittedly do not know much about this group but I know where to find my resources if I had to teach.
readings: (dang it cannot remember names) but the major readings used in everyday prayer time. Also, individual project is to locate a modern book review of a Hindui believer (there is some of this in Eat, Pray, Love but I would be looking for something more directly related to religious academia.
Week 5: major world religions - week 3
Christianity--similar set up as previous. readings may include biblical but most likely early christian writers such as the Nicene Creed, Tertullian, early church fathers. Also, possibly a modern reader. no project for this depending on the studen population because if taught in America, many people already have exposure to this religion. However, would be willing to change if, per se, I was teaching in a setting where children were more exposed to Jewish teachings, then I would remove the project there.
Week 6: major world religions-week 4
Islam
review of beliefs, locale & history & sects. Readings include parts of Quran & any other "belief" documentation as well as a modern writer discussing Isalmic beliefs.
Week 7: major world religions - week 5
Buddhism and other Asian religions
review of belief, locale, history & sects. Readings include Tao de Ching, a basic history of the Budha & some sort of arts project mostly because this religion can have multiple interpretations artistically speaking.
Week 8: Religion in modern times
review of modern religions such as Mormonism, Scientology, "New Age." Review of similarities, discussion of what constitutes a religious structure. Readings: Book of Mormon, Scientology belief book.
Week 9: Religion in Society
Discussion of what religion looks like in society, discussion about how wars are started over beliefs, look at the middle east conflict, the asian conflict. Read such things as "weathered by miracles" or review people like Ghandi. Possible room for biography, 1-2 pages on figure that has made an impact but has religious ties (possible Mitt Romney, Ghandi, Mother Teresa and even Bin Laden as all religious impact is not positive.)
Week 10: Group Presentations:
I honestly think there should be some way to incorporate what was discussed & have groups put together some review of religion. Or look at a unique religion that no one in the group practices & present it to the class. Or maybe even create a religion, based on the definition discussed on the first week of class (spaghetti monster-type reference here appropriate) and have them present it to the class.
Any final? the final project would be to take the created religion and discuss it intellectually. Possibly write a paper on the religion with the group presentation as a supplement. Or have the last week be review & discussion so that a final can incorporate multiple choice, short answer and essay questions
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Geez... i would want to take this class but that's a lot of work. I guess it always is better to have all your ideas together in one basket so you can pick the best ones for the time. And variety for a class I think is important because it helps reduce cheating as well as promote curiosity. Just sayin'
First up!??? -- Coming soon :)
For a long time I have wanted to teach a class on "basic" religion. I feel disappointed that the first interaction kids have with religion is typically in college and by then they have already begun to form their opinions without even attempting to under what religion is, how it works in society (both anthropologically, sociologically and personally.) A part of me wants to think that with an understanding knowledge of religions and how they operate, it may be possible to teach people to respect and interact with different religions even if they are different from their own. [hint hint, he's my objective] Of course this class would probably never make it to the public sector (i will keep fantasizing)... but I can see it being a part of a private curriculum or part of a home-school program. I want to emphasis some else up front : This class would NOT be an understanding of a particular faith. It would incorporate religious material only if was important for understanding the canonicity or basic structure of the faith. It would NOT, i repeat NOT be a direct means of missionary work or evangelism.
So, here is goes:
Week 1: Introduction to religion
What is religion? What is its place in society? Discuss religions of people in class, what they know about other religions. Review what religions will be discussed in class.
Read introduction to at least 2 different texts (one on an anthropological/sociological level and another on a "world religions" textbook type level.)
Week 2: Pre-History Religion
review of early civilization religions, such as mesopatamia, africa, egypt, dip into greek & roman (trying to stay chronological but its hard when its easier to relate religions than go in order of appearance.) DEFINITELY read Gilgamesh, the Creation Story from Mesopatamia, an African and Egyptian story. Possible book review on a Greek/Roman god (there are thousands of these to choose from.)
Week 3: Major world religions-week1
Judaism
Looking at basic beliefs, difference within the faith (orthodox, conservation, reformed & messianic)
Discussion groups or group presentations on one of these groups.
Readings--biblical readings discussing the nature of the nation of Israel, possible rabbinical readings
Week 4: major world religions- week 2
Hinduism
all "major world religions" will have a similar set up. Looking at basic beliefs, divisions within the faith, locale of the religion and have discussion groups or presentations on subjects discussed. Right now off the top of my head I admittedly do not know much about this group but I know where to find my resources if I had to teach.
readings: (dang it cannot remember names) but the major readings used in everyday prayer time. Also, individual project is to locate a modern book review of a Hindui believer (there is some of this in Eat, Pray, Love but I would be looking for something more directly related to religious academia.
Week 5: major world religions - week 3
Christianity--similar set up as previous. readings may include biblical but most likely early christian writers such as the Nicene Creed, Tertullian, early church fathers. Also, possibly a modern reader. no project for this depending on the studen population because if taught in America, many people already have exposure to this religion. However, would be willing to change if, per se, I was teaching in a setting where children were more exposed to Jewish teachings, then I would remove the project there.
Week 6: major world religions-week 4
Islam
review of beliefs, locale & history & sects. Readings include parts of Quran & any other "belief" documentation as well as a modern writer discussing Isalmic beliefs.
Week 7: major world religions - week 5
Buddhism and other Asian religions
review of belief, locale, history & sects. Readings include Tao de Ching, a basic history of the Budha & some sort of arts project mostly because this religion can have multiple interpretations artistically speaking.
Week 8: Religion in modern times
review of modern religions such as Mormonism, Scientology, "New Age." Review of similarities, discussion of what constitutes a religious structure. Readings: Book of Mormon, Scientology belief book.
Week 9: Religion in Society
Discussion of what religion looks like in society, discussion about how wars are started over beliefs, look at the middle east conflict, the asian conflict. Read such things as "weathered by miracles" or review people like Ghandi. Possible room for biography, 1-2 pages on figure that has made an impact but has religious ties (possible Mitt Romney, Ghandi, Mother Teresa and even Bin Laden as all religious impact is not positive.)
Week 10: Group Presentations:
I honestly think there should be some way to incorporate what was discussed & have groups put together some review of religion. Or look at a unique religion that no one in the group practices & present it to the class. Or maybe even create a religion, based on the definition discussed on the first week of class (spaghetti monster-type reference here appropriate) and have them present it to the class.
Any final? the final project would be to take the created religion and discuss it intellectually. Possibly write a paper on the religion with the group presentation as a supplement. Or have the last week be review & discussion so that a final can incorporate multiple choice, short answer and essay questions
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - -
Geez... i would want to take this class but that's a lot of work. I guess it always is better to have all your ideas together in one basket so you can pick the best ones for the time. And variety for a class I think is important because it helps reduce cheating as well as promote curiosity. Just sayin'
Word of the Week
So in hopes to expand my blog, I decided I wanted to start a "word of week" portion of my blog. I love languages, especially the Biblical ones and I enjoy even more some of the history and meanings of words in other languages. So I decided to provide a weekly word section where I will look at the meaning of a word in another language and expand on its, well, "importance." :)
Word of the Week
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What word would be more fitting as a beginning than the word for "beginning?" B'resheet is the first word of the first book of the Bible and in the Jewish community the title of the book we English-speakers know as Genesis. And rightly so, because the word comes from a similar root word in Hebrew that means "head" or "chief." (See Brown Driver Briggs Lexicon p 911-12.) B'resheet in its Genesis 1:1 context has a distinct meaning, as it carries a prefix (B') that indicates "in, with or by." something. The actual noun is resheet which refers to "beginning" or "chief."
If one would continue in the Lexicon you can see the other times this words appears in the Bible it is always associated with the beginning of something new & amazing. For example, the beginning of a new kingdom (Gen 10:10) as well as the beginning of creation. It also is associated with the first fruits in Exodus 23:19 and even the first chief in Amos 6:1.
The similar root is the word meaning chief or head, which includes a meaning of "beginning" of time located in my favorite chapter Isaiah 40:21.
I think if we were to remember this word when we coming across it in the Bible, it is important to remember its significance in that it is not just a beginning of a new chapter ... it truly means a new context. either a new world, a new kingdom, a new person. And so let the new chapter of this blog, well BEGIN!
What word would be more fitting as a beginning than the word for "beginning?" B'resheet is the first word of the first book of the Bible and in the Jewish community the title of the book we English-speakers know as Genesis. And rightly so, because the word comes from a similar root word in Hebrew that means "head" or "chief." (See Brown Driver Briggs Lexicon p 911-12.) B'resheet in its Genesis 1:1 context has a distinct meaning, as it carries a prefix (B') that indicates "in, with or by." something. The actual noun is resheet which refers to "beginning" or "chief."
If one would continue in the Lexicon you can see the other times this words appears in the Bible it is always associated with the beginning of something new & amazing. For example, the beginning of a new kingdom (Gen 10:10) as well as the beginning of creation. It also is associated with the first fruits in Exodus 23:19 and even the first chief in Amos 6:1.
The similar root is the word meaning chief or head, which includes a meaning of "beginning" of time located in my favorite chapter Isaiah 40:21.
I think if we were to remember this word when we coming across it in the Bible, it is important to remember its significance in that it is not just a beginning of a new chapter ... it truly means a new context. either a new world, a new kingdom, a new person. And so let the new chapter of this blog, well BEGIN!
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Creation Interact
So this got me thinking. We as believers need to interact with God's creation more. Now I don't necessarily mean talking to your dogs or fish or plants (even though there are tons of articles and philosophies about talking to plant life.) But I do mean going outside more, taking a moment to be thankful of the Creator that not only has created everything around but also given us as humans the responsibility to take care of it. Sometimes I think as humans we take advantage of this. We abuse our creation every day and sometimes don't even take a second to acknowledge the blessings God has given use through His creation.
And that's why I have dogs...that's what my dogs remind me of. They remind me of God. They remind me to be thankful (they are rescues) and to be happy even for the smallest things of coming through the front door and being home among family. To be happy about even the simplest food....and to enjoy EVERY toy!
Monday, June 10, 2013
A Slight of Hand, A Twist of Fate
Some things to think about:
My brother, who is an amazing pastor, worked as a magician and still does the little tricks for his kids.
I have another friend who was is into magic yet is a strong believer in Christ.
...However...
Several fundamentalist shun magic stating it is affiliated with the devil.
Many people think of God as the Head Magician... "conning" people into believe some great giant trick.
So let's look at some positives of magic & God/faith.
Magic is meant to entertain, deceive and to inspire curiosity. According to the movie it gives people a little bit of hope beyond what they can see. (again, go see the movie...) In working with religion and God. God is the source of faith, He is what is beyond what you can see. And maybe not to entertain for financial gain, I would arguably says God is definitely here to inspire. And (in a more blunt way) He is deceiving as the few things that we can see of Him are only a spark of what is to come--much like magic.
Another movie about magic, The Prestige, refers to 3 elements of an illusion--the pledge, the turn & the prestige. It's the presentation of something ordinary, the change of the ordinary object into something extraordinary and the final presentation of the extraordinary proof. (See QuoteFromTheMovie) God can do these three things... God creates the ordinary, makes it extraordinary and then spends His time presenting the prestige to the world.... this can apply to every human including the Son of Man, Jesus Christ.
Just remember though--magic has bad elements and can lead to a belief in hocus pocus spells or an imaginative reality that leads to emptiness or lack of stability. Or even worse--bad spirituality (aka demons, "black...") Remember that God is alive, in control, created reality and has come down to be with those He loves the most-humanity-through Christ. And remember that magic, though sometimes simply an illusion, can inspire that little bit of hope for a happier world through Him who Is.
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Question Marks to the World
On the way home today I saw a vehicle with "believe in coexistence" sticker. It goes along with the "coexist" and "tolerance" stickers that I have seen on several vehicles. And whenever I see these, I get this upset feeling that the platform that tries to push these titles are usually people looking for everyone to side with them.
Tolerance-- tolerance is NOT the same as love. In face, love is much more powerful and engaging than tolerance. Love thinks of the other, speaks truth and kindness and peace. Not just acceptance and knowledge. I remember one time in church my pastor stated 'would you tolerate your spouse or your children?' or would you say so and so "I tolerate you"? I know I wouldn't. I would not say to Shawn-- "I tolerate you and your views." So why would I want to be tolerant? I'd rather love... and so it gets me upset every time i see the sticker.
Then there's Co-Existence. I'm not sure this describes this either. this doesn't talk about engagement or interaction. It just talks about "existing." I know i don't want to just exist. I want to be alive. And I am thankful that my life comes from the Ultimately Living One but I will glad live with others who are living as well. Not just existing. I'd rather live in love than co-exist in tolerance.
Just something to think about ... next time you're driving :)
Tolerance-- tolerance is NOT the same as love. In face, love is much more powerful and engaging than tolerance. Love thinks of the other, speaks truth and kindness and peace. Not just acceptance and knowledge. I remember one time in church my pastor stated 'would you tolerate your spouse or your children?' or would you say so and so "I tolerate you"? I know I wouldn't. I would not say to Shawn-- "I tolerate you and your views." So why would I want to be tolerant? I'd rather love... and so it gets me upset every time i see the sticker.
Then there's Co-Existence. I'm not sure this describes this either. this doesn't talk about engagement or interaction. It just talks about "existing." I know i don't want to just exist. I want to be alive. And I am thankful that my life comes from the Ultimately Living One but I will glad live with others who are living as well. Not just existing. I'd rather live in love than co-exist in tolerance.
Just something to think about ... next time you're driving :)
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Little less than Perfect.
Today I was reminded of a very important fact-- that we as humans are not perfect. We have issues, problems, events that change the course of our lives. And they cause us to make mistakes, act differently than typical-- do crazy things. Remember the time as a child you realized your parents didn't know everything? I distinctly do...I was discussing with my brother the decisions my mother was making about her health and thought how illogical they sounded despite her ever-present to be "logical." That's when my brother indicated to me "you know, mom isn't right about everything.." Basically its another way of saying start thinking for yourself but its always a self-reflection sometimes. Sorry to burst your bubble parents but I don't think we're ever called to portray perfected life...so why lay out an expectation for your kids that you can do no wrong? Anyways...
Today this fact caused me to ponder on the biblical view of those we are called to imitate in faith from Biblical-lore. (Hebrews 11 if you need an example.) Hardly any of them were perfect. In fact, in a class about the prophets recently we discussed how Samson is included in the description of the faithful when he was self-centered and lacked maturity. David, despite his sleeping around, killing off husbands who didn't do what he wanted and huge lack of responsibility-- He is highly honored in the Jewish community, regarded as a king "after God's own heart" and is constantly used in reference to Jesus (a.k.a Son of David) and in his lineage. (listen to the older christmas songs...)
What does this tell us about God? (yes, everything is a theological question to me)
What does this tell us about who we are? And Who God is working/making/made us to be?
1) We are NOT perfect and we are therefore NOT God.
2) God still accepts and loves us despite this reality.
3) We can still be present before God despite our imperfection.
Think again back to Genesis (people should really spend more time in this book--its just JAMMED with things to learn) -- even after Adam and Eve disobeyed God, God felt for them along with providing them with what they needed (clothing.) And though He banished them from the Garden, it was the consequences of their actions.
Advise?-- Don't let your perfections, either of you or your parents, let you down.
Monday, May 27, 2013
Careful--you may become Domesticated...
Since my marriage... I have been spending a lot of time pondering on what my role as a married woman should be. I see so many women who have either left off the married part or disregarded their individuality that I know I wanted to make sure I confirmed my definition of who I am and learn to stick to it. I also wanted to make sure I kept my own identity as Sara, child of God along with the title as "Mrs." -- its what I committed to when I married Shawn. And until recently, I thought this meant NEVER (and i truly mean never) becoming the domesticated woman.
However, over the last few weeks, things have started to "change" per se, and I have done things like laundry for both of us, cooked dinner frequently (Shawn had to remind me of this last night since we have spent the last week only going out twice and had not even paid for a meal gratefully.) I have realized it is my nature, without dispute or anger, to want to do things around the house. By definition, i have truly become "helpful"for Shawn. I know this will not last all the time, or forever, but in my vows I know I committed to at least put Shawn first, love him and walk through life with him. So it got me thinking...
God created woman to be the helper of man. Not meaning man would do nothing and woman does everything (probably close to the modern picture above...) Just being helpful where I can. For me, ironically, this meant sharing my love for cooking (i love doing anything in the kitchen, especially baking and love trying new things.) It also means taking care of myself (doing laundry is a necessity as we need clean clothes--and since both of us needed this I didn't feel burdened to do this.) And as I said--last night Shawn mentioned I had cooked everything all day, that he appreicated that, and recommended that I just pick up something on the way home from dropping off my friends. I thought--WOW! I'm so glad I married this guy (i've been saying this a lot, which is comforting to me since I was extremely nervous of making my life-long commitment to another human [God is easy--God is God.]
I am called now to be a married woman, to help my husband where he needs and to still keep true to the identity and self that God has created me to be. I am not called to be any less than this. I am not called to slave away and fulfill my husband's every wish without considering what I want. I think this is what kind of picture Genesis was meant to provide. That the couple together as one support each other, are equally joined who God created them to be, separate individuals joined as one to equally support and love one another in their journeys with God and with each other.
Genesis 2:7-8;18-25 Then the LORD God formed man of adust from the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and bman became a living 1being. 8 And the LORD God planted a agarden toward the east, in Eden; and there He placed the man whom He had formed...18-Then the LORD God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone; aI will make him a helper 1suitable for him.” 19 And out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the field and every bird of the 1sky, and brought them to the man to see what he would call them; and whatever the man called a living creature, that was its name. 20 And the man gave names to all the cattle, and to the birds of the 1sky, and to every beast of the field, but for 2Adam there was not found a helper 3suitable for him. 21 So the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall upon the man, and he slept; then He took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh at that place. 22 And the LORD God 1fashioned into a woman the rib which He had taken from the man, and brought her to the man. 23 And the man said,
“aThis is now bone of my bones,
And flesh of my flesh;
She shall be called Woman,
Because 1she was taken out of Man.”
24 For this cause a man shall leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave to his wife; and they shall become one flesh. 25 And the man and his wife were both naked and were not ashamed.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Divorce
Part Two!--here it is!
So I know it is a PURE coincidence that I want to post blog about divorce right after I just got married... It was also shocking to discover the verse I wanted to discuss in this blog was a part of my previous blog on marriage. God working...who knows? :) But I suddenly got this feeling that something productive needed to be said about the topic. Let me also preface this by saying that I have nothing but love and compassion for my friends who have sadly experienced the horror that can be divorce. I know it is never an easy process and for some not an easy decision given the circumstances.
Still... I think the Bible can provide a lot of insight on his subject. And definitely a lot of insight on what to do if a marriage has strayed.
One of my favorite chapters in Mark talks about divorce and what as Christians we are called to do. Mark 10: 1-12 states the following
At first this verse appears threatening and accusatory. However, look at where Jesus begins. He begins with reality--with truth. With honesty. A good quality and philosophy to have while married. Then he continues with a reference to creation...To Genesis where God creates woman out of man and explains the beautiful connection that is marriage. Finally, then Jesus points out that divorce is a sin against the one who the person was married to. (just a reference, not an accusation.) However, if I was listening to Jesus, hearing the words of Genesis... i would be saddened and would feel the heart to the same conclusion that Jesus comes to describing divorce as adultery. You don't need to even be married to see this... just talk to the 50% of the population who has experienced divorce (Christian or not.) Pain. Separation. Anger. Hurt.... things opposite of being in a good relationship with another and reflectively with God.
So, I just wanted to say I pray that I always keep both these last blogs (on marriage and divorce) always present in my mind. It is the biblical way of reminding me of my commitment to Shawn. It is the truth and how the Lord calls us to reflect marriage. And I pray that the divorce rate goes down... seriously...it does suck.
So I know it is a PURE coincidence that I want to post blog about divorce right after I just got married... It was also shocking to discover the verse I wanted to discuss in this blog was a part of my previous blog on marriage. God working...who knows? :) But I suddenly got this feeling that something productive needed to be said about the topic. Let me also preface this by saying that I have nothing but love and compassion for my friends who have sadly experienced the horror that can be divorce. I know it is never an easy process and for some not an easy decision given the circumstances.
Still... I think the Bible can provide a lot of insight on his subject. And definitely a lot of insight on what to do if a marriage has strayed.
One of my favorite chapters in Mark talks about divorce and what as Christians we are called to do. Mark 10: 1-12 states the following
At first this verse appears threatening and accusatory. However, look at where Jesus begins. He begins with reality--with truth. With honesty. A good quality and philosophy to have while married. Then he continues with a reference to creation...To Genesis where God creates woman out of man and explains the beautiful connection that is marriage. Finally, then Jesus points out that divorce is a sin against the one who the person was married to. (just a reference, not an accusation.) However, if I was listening to Jesus, hearing the words of Genesis... i would be saddened and would feel the heart to the same conclusion that Jesus comes to describing divorce as adultery. You don't need to even be married to see this... just talk to the 50% of the population who has experienced divorce (Christian or not.) Pain. Separation. Anger. Hurt.... things opposite of being in a good relationship with another and reflectively with God.
So, I just wanted to say I pray that I always keep both these last blogs (on marriage and divorce) always present in my mind. It is the biblical way of reminding me of my commitment to Shawn. It is the truth and how the Lord calls us to reflect marriage. And I pray that the divorce rate goes down... seriously...it does suck.
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Homemade Deodorant
So, being that i'm the home-making foodie... i decided after reading a friend's blog (click here) that it may be time to try my shot at making some other items in the house. I know several people who make their own lip balm. So decided I was going to start with making my own deodorant.
Here's my experience:
First I got out all the ingredients. Typical baker fashion. I mixed the powder together and realized that the coconut oil was really hard. So knowing from some advice it doesn't take much to get it melt a little...so I just let it sit and mixed the essential oil in. [btw you can use your own combo of this... but I LOVE lime & mixed in eucalyptus lemon and it smells SOOO good i almost want to eat it (i wouldn't though...)
So finally as the coconut oil was starting to "melt" i scrapped it & mixed it into the mix of the mason jar. Realized next time mixing in bowl first & then moving to mason jar. It's crazy working through the opening.
But--i got it made & put it in the fridge to get it a little colder... so it hardens. But I already used some ;)
here are the photos.
so one item made---& the trail will soon begin I have to find a way to keep it cool since the oil is a LOT funky.
Here's my experience:
First I got out all the ingredients. Typical baker fashion. I mixed the powder together and realized that the coconut oil was really hard. So knowing from some advice it doesn't take much to get it melt a little...so I just let it sit and mixed the essential oil in. [btw you can use your own combo of this... but I LOVE lime & mixed in eucalyptus lemon and it smells SOOO good i almost want to eat it (i wouldn't though...)
So finally as the coconut oil was starting to "melt" i scrapped it & mixed it into the mix of the mason jar. Realized next time mixing in bowl first & then moving to mason jar. It's crazy working through the opening.
But--i got it made & put it in the fridge to get it a little colder... so it hardens. But I already used some ;)
here are the photos.
so one item made---& the trail will soon begin I have to find a way to keep it cool since the oil is a LOT funky.
Friday, May 17, 2013
Marwarge....Marwarge is what Brings us Twogether 2Day!....
In Honor of my upcoming nuptials, I thought I would provide a theology review of the Bible Verses we have looked at using in our wedding. Here is the collection:
Genesis 2: 18-24
Psalm 100
Song of Solomon 8:6-7
Mark 10:6-9
Genesis 2-- This is probably my most favorite verse about marriage. Because it IS the verse about marriage. It describes how it is God who tells the man it is not good to be alone. And Man is thankful for the woman even though she came out of his side (ouch when you think about it...literally) and he is also thankful. I think these are some things we can take with us in regards to marriage. 1) nothing is possible without God. I know Jesus said this--but I know from personal experience when I went to God to talk about my relationships, they were a lot better then me trying to control something. 2) it is not going to be easy. Coming out of a side is something only God was able to do without seriously causing damage to Man and now (after the Fall) it cannot be done without God (re-enforcing #1.) 3) We are to be thankful. God has given us someone... we should be responding in gratitude. (FYI Thank you for Shawn God :))
All of these are good things to remember.
Pslam 100--
well, continuing on with thankfulness... Psalm 100 is a psalm thanking God for his love and goodness. It is a good reminder in marriage to always respond to God in praise and thanksgiving and to be thankful for those He has placed in your midst. Not that complicated in my mind...
Song of Solomon -- Though there are examples of God's love throughout the Bible, there are some biblical examples of what love is between a man and a woman. Song of Solomon describes this... and I think for marriage, obviously, its helpful to see a picture of what it means to love the one you are married to. These emphasis to major components in my mind.... being sealed by love and what love can do. Love seals together the marriage (all three kinds of love, mostly eros and agape of course)... then the biblical writer describes WHAT love is... how it can be crazy and wild, not material, everlasting and enduring. When one marries, obviously you are not going to know your whole life... but what you do commit is to LOVE, which means to endure and to last. (since i'm writing this after the wedding partly i arguably say LISTEN TO YOUR VOWS.... they are meant to be a declaration to your spouse of your commitment of marriage to them. I know this sounds contract-like, but you do make a promise before God and your family (at least in my tradition) and therefore it should be taken EXTREMELY seriously...
& Mark 10--- I'm going to leave this verse for the next blog. I know the suspense will kill you but it does reference the Genesis 2 verses above as well as deal with my next topic of discussion.
God-driven I guess, I wanted to mention I started this blog post before the wedding & while waiting to get on the plane to travel home AFTER the wedding the idea for the next blog came to me. Guess you'll have to come back and check it out!
Genesis 2: 18-24
Psalm 100
Song of Solomon 8:6-7
Mark 10:6-9
Genesis 2-- This is probably my most favorite verse about marriage. Because it IS the verse about marriage. It describes how it is God who tells the man it is not good to be alone. And Man is thankful for the woman even though she came out of his side (ouch when you think about it...literally) and he is also thankful. I think these are some things we can take with us in regards to marriage. 1) nothing is possible without God. I know Jesus said this--but I know from personal experience when I went to God to talk about my relationships, they were a lot better then me trying to control something. 2) it is not going to be easy. Coming out of a side is something only God was able to do without seriously causing damage to Man and now (after the Fall) it cannot be done without God (re-enforcing #1.) 3) We are to be thankful. God has given us someone... we should be responding in gratitude. (FYI Thank you for Shawn God :))
All of these are good things to remember.
Pslam 100--
well, continuing on with thankfulness... Psalm 100 is a psalm thanking God for his love and goodness. It is a good reminder in marriage to always respond to God in praise and thanksgiving and to be thankful for those He has placed in your midst. Not that complicated in my mind...
Song of Solomon -- Though there are examples of God's love throughout the Bible, there are some biblical examples of what love is between a man and a woman. Song of Solomon describes this... and I think for marriage, obviously, its helpful to see a picture of what it means to love the one you are married to. These emphasis to major components in my mind.... being sealed by love and what love can do. Love seals together the marriage (all three kinds of love, mostly eros and agape of course)... then the biblical writer describes WHAT love is... how it can be crazy and wild, not material, everlasting and enduring. When one marries, obviously you are not going to know your whole life... but what you do commit is to LOVE, which means to endure and to last. (since i'm writing this after the wedding partly i arguably say LISTEN TO YOUR VOWS.... they are meant to be a declaration to your spouse of your commitment of marriage to them. I know this sounds contract-like, but you do make a promise before God and your family (at least in my tradition) and therefore it should be taken EXTREMELY seriously...
& Mark 10--- I'm going to leave this verse for the next blog. I know the suspense will kill you but it does reference the Genesis 2 verses above as well as deal with my next topic of discussion.
God-driven I guess, I wanted to mention I started this blog post before the wedding & while waiting to get on the plane to travel home AFTER the wedding the idea for the next blog came to me. Guess you'll have to come back and check it out!
Monday, April 29, 2013
Moving Forward
With the wedding now less than a week away... I figured it was an appropriate to discuss the several things that are moving in my life.
1) Massive cleaning out & distribution of unused items in my home. Donating clothes, giving my food I know I could survive without to those who need food, period, and items that are getting replaced with wedding gifts either selling in a yard sale or donating. Because I do not need 10 skillets. And definitely do not need all the old towels my mom used for years when people are graciously giving us new towels.
2) Finally came to the last stick of deodorant which is resulting in purchase of items to make my own deodorant . I got the idea from a friend's blog (check her out! ) ( Actually she has a lot of suggestions about homemade and simple living....highly recommend following.) and I decided I was going to give it a try.
3) I have been spending a lot of time thinking about what God wants me to do with my education. Especially since next year I am graduating with a masters in Theology with biblical studies emphasis and want to have a career using this in some form. I am looking at getting a Ph.D. In religion from Claremont Lincoln university with a Hebrew bible concentration & looking at literary-historical context. I believe this will take a little more preparation and A LOT more praying.
4) oh by the way...I'm getting married. That's a step forward, right? It's been crazy busy trying to get things all together but finally last night I realized... I was going to be that person everyone would be staring at saying how beautiful next Saturday. It was a brief moment, a surreal moment where you realize its really happening... the wishes and dreams and play time as a kid where i always wanted to be the bride getting married.... (i was 19 when I had my first boyfriend), lets just say it feels good to have a good man loving you in your life.
Shalom in Christ my friends!!
1) Massive cleaning out & distribution of unused items in my home. Donating clothes, giving my food I know I could survive without to those who need food, period, and items that are getting replaced with wedding gifts either selling in a yard sale or donating. Because I do not need 10 skillets. And definitely do not need all the old towels my mom used for years when people are graciously giving us new towels.
2) Finally came to the last stick of deodorant which is resulting in purchase of items to make my own deodorant . I got the idea from a friend's blog (check her out! ) ( Actually she has a lot of suggestions about homemade and simple living....highly recommend following.) and I decided I was going to give it a try.
3) I have been spending a lot of time thinking about what God wants me to do with my education. Especially since next year I am graduating with a masters in Theology with biblical studies emphasis and want to have a career using this in some form. I am looking at getting a Ph.D. In religion from Claremont Lincoln university with a Hebrew bible concentration & looking at literary-historical context. I believe this will take a little more preparation and A LOT more praying.
4) oh by the way...I'm getting married. That's a step forward, right? It's been crazy busy trying to get things all together but finally last night I realized... I was going to be that person everyone would be staring at saying how beautiful next Saturday. It was a brief moment, a surreal moment where you realize its really happening... the wishes and dreams and play time as a kid where i always wanted to be the bride getting married.... (i was 19 when I had my first boyfriend), lets just say it feels good to have a good man loving you in your life.
Shalom in Christ my friends!!
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Blog, Blog, Blog.... BLOG!!
It's interesting ( and truthful)... the more I blog, the better they get. I noticed my last post was a little more popular than previous times. Thanks peeps! I swear I'm trying to get better at this.
I noticed in my last year of efforts to try & write a little more--I have yet to reveal my massive PASSION for language. So I will discuss...well, NOW :)
I have been passionate about communication and language all my life. Ever since I was little and came across the first sentence in another language (which I actually think might have been German since our neighbor's mother was from Germany and my mom said she used to talk to me in German...) I have always been fascinated by languages. It's amazes me that so many different words and pronunciations are at our disposal as humans and how we give them a multitude of meanings. I also think languages bring us closer to God. See the Holy Spirit at Pentecost. Working in everyone's tongue... everyone in their hearts understanding. It's an amazing concept, an amazing experience (yes I have experienced something similar... I'll leave for another post) and its just boggles my mind how languages are formed, modified, and broken down. (ahhh...sigh of beauty.)
Now when I mean language, I really mean all forms of communication. My example of this is watching my two dogs. Since I have been "professionally" trained to be a dog trainer... I know that dogs communicate through body language & tons of non-verbal signals. I.E. they understand when you go towards the wall with leashes it may mean a walk. By watching my dogs I have learned how they communicate: my black & white husky Scout will come up, knock April (my puppy girl of a mix) on the side and then try to (literally) "eat" her front paw. In response she lifts it up, growls at him and swings her butt towards his body. Some people think this is fighting---it's really husky play and Scout has learned to come over and say "Hey, wanna play? I'll get your leegggg....." and April going " yeah I guess, but i'm going to get you first with my ... BUTT!" (exaggerated for dramatic emphasis :) ) And it makes me smile to know that their just living life as dogs were meant to live it.... playin' :D
Moving into human language-- i have an immense desire to learn what I feel like is as many languages as possible. Here's the few I have formal school credit in:
1) Spanish (2 years High school) [side note i live in southern california--spanish knowledge is a must here...]
2) Latin, 2 years (yes- I felt like I should have learned this in grade school, so I made a commitment for a theology degree to learn an ancient language... I should have taken Greek...)
3)Hebrew, 1.5 years in undergrad, year as tutor; 2 quarters in grad school (and continuing since I want to be involved in Old Testament.)
4)Russian, 1 year. Definitely something I want to learn more of. I love eastern European/Western Asian countries...
5)Greek, 1 year. (well, I did go to seminary)
Now here are the few I have informally studied or at least looked at/owned books or done reports on:
1) Egyptian Hieroglyphics : YES, i did a report freshman year. We have to research something--I got REALLY dorky. And way back when (yes, Susan Miller this is true) i wanted to be an Egyptologist. I find this EXTREMELY fascinating and even more important now that I am learning how Ancient Near Eastern culture is pertinent to understanding culture and context of the Bible.
2) German. This is actually the language I understand the most (less the personal experience of Spanish.) I have taught it all myself, even purchased short stories & a Bible in German to eventually be able to read it & understand the plethora of German theological documents, papers and theologians. Plus my heritage is German. Shouldn't i have learned that somewhere???
3) Ancient Near Eastern Languages. Suddenly, at the end of Hebrew, I felt this urge that I should look into studying Akkadian. Then when I asked about it, my professor encouraged I start with Aramaic after Hebrew, keep going in that, look at Uggaritic and then move onto Akkadian. And we're talking maybe a handful of texts I would even be reading. But i'm sorry--this just sounds so COOL to me. So books purchased and ready to go.
4) Latin...again. This is how I know i'm called to do some type of research/knowledge-based something in my life. Even though I had two years of Latin, I do not remember as much as I would like. So I took information from my class, got the same materials and plan on working on this once I learn German. Besides, PhD candidates are required typically to know German, Latin and....
5) French. I have bought the books (3 actually, because I know I learn exceptionally well by semi-indicutive method between formal book training and interaction with speakers.
6) again... Russian. I have the books used from my undergrad class, bought the 2nd year books and understand very well on how to learn a language. Of course--this is very different from fully understanding them.
Whew.... Ok. I'm done. Sorry for the long post and what may be rambling about something i'm completely crazy about. So as for now. .....Auf Wiedersehen!
I noticed in my last year of efforts to try & write a little more--I have yet to reveal my massive PASSION for language. So I will discuss...well, NOW :)
I have been passionate about communication and language all my life. Ever since I was little and came across the first sentence in another language (which I actually think might have been German since our neighbor's mother was from Germany and my mom said she used to talk to me in German...) I have always been fascinated by languages. It's amazes me that so many different words and pronunciations are at our disposal as humans and how we give them a multitude of meanings. I also think languages bring us closer to God. See the Holy Spirit at Pentecost. Working in everyone's tongue... everyone in their hearts understanding. It's an amazing concept, an amazing experience (yes I have experienced something similar... I'll leave for another post) and its just boggles my mind how languages are formed, modified, and broken down. (ahhh...sigh of beauty.)
Now when I mean language, I really mean all forms of communication. My example of this is watching my two dogs. Since I have been "professionally" trained to be a dog trainer... I know that dogs communicate through body language & tons of non-verbal signals. I.E. they understand when you go towards the wall with leashes it may mean a walk. By watching my dogs I have learned how they communicate: my black & white husky Scout will come up, knock April (my puppy girl of a mix) on the side and then try to (literally) "eat" her front paw. In response she lifts it up, growls at him and swings her butt towards his body. Some people think this is fighting---it's really husky play and Scout has learned to come over and say "Hey, wanna play? I'll get your leegggg....." and April going " yeah I guess, but i'm going to get you first with my ... BUTT!" (exaggerated for dramatic emphasis :) ) And it makes me smile to know that their just living life as dogs were meant to live it.... playin' :D
Moving into human language-- i have an immense desire to learn what I feel like is as many languages as possible. Here's the few I have formal school credit in:
1) Spanish (2 years High school) [side note i live in southern california--spanish knowledge is a must here...]
2) Latin, 2 years (yes- I felt like I should have learned this in grade school, so I made a commitment for a theology degree to learn an ancient language... I should have taken Greek...)
3)Hebrew, 1.5 years in undergrad, year as tutor; 2 quarters in grad school (and continuing since I want to be involved in Old Testament.)
4)Russian, 1 year. Definitely something I want to learn more of. I love eastern European/Western Asian countries...
5)Greek, 1 year. (well, I did go to seminary)
Now here are the few I have informally studied or at least looked at/owned books or done reports on:
1) Egyptian Hieroglyphics : YES, i did a report freshman year. We have to research something--I got REALLY dorky. And way back when (yes, Susan Miller this is true) i wanted to be an Egyptologist. I find this EXTREMELY fascinating and even more important now that I am learning how Ancient Near Eastern culture is pertinent to understanding culture and context of the Bible.
2) German. This is actually the language I understand the most (less the personal experience of Spanish.) I have taught it all myself, even purchased short stories & a Bible in German to eventually be able to read it & understand the plethora of German theological documents, papers and theologians. Plus my heritage is German. Shouldn't i have learned that somewhere???
3) Ancient Near Eastern Languages. Suddenly, at the end of Hebrew, I felt this urge that I should look into studying Akkadian. Then when I asked about it, my professor encouraged I start with Aramaic after Hebrew, keep going in that, look at Uggaritic and then move onto Akkadian. And we're talking maybe a handful of texts I would even be reading. But i'm sorry--this just sounds so COOL to me. So books purchased and ready to go.
4) Latin...again. This is how I know i'm called to do some type of research/knowledge-based something in my life. Even though I had two years of Latin, I do not remember as much as I would like. So I took information from my class, got the same materials and plan on working on this once I learn German. Besides, PhD candidates are required typically to know German, Latin and....
5) French. I have bought the books (3 actually, because I know I learn exceptionally well by semi-indicutive method between formal book training and interaction with speakers.
6) again... Russian. I have the books used from my undergrad class, bought the 2nd year books and understand very well on how to learn a language. Of course--this is very different from fully understanding them.
Whew.... Ok. I'm done. Sorry for the long post and what may be rambling about something i'm completely crazy about. So as for now. .....Auf Wiedersehen!
Sunday, April 14, 2013
Going back to the Greener side
So for several years (yeah, again the hippie in me coming out)... I have been trying to live out a life more in line with my beliefs. If God has given us our lives and everything in it, we need, nah, we are almost required (at least for me as a response for God gracious goodness) to be good stewards of our time, our bodies, our minds, our stuff. And if that makes me hippie, well hand me over my Birkenstocks and my flowers.
Anyways-- a few of friends have several suggestions and I noticed writing down the next steps will help me move onto better stewardship as a Christian. So here it goes::
1) First things first: all worship for God requires prayer. So I pray that God will guide me in this search, in shedding old skin and old habits and push me towards living as one of His stewards. Without God in the mix, none of this makes sense. And may all the glory and goodness go to Him alone. amen
2) Personal Habits::
A) more energy, more life--- I really need to star exercising more. And I don't mean locking myself in a gym 24/7. I mean walking outside, walking my dogs, walking other dogs that need it. Get back to riding my bike where I can and realizing that the purchase of my slightly used Honda pilot was for transporting the animals and people I love, not for taking solitary trips to no where for useless galavanting around.
B) share, share share!--- I have always considered myself overly privileged and therefore want to always be aware there is always something to give. I have struggled but are trying extremely hard to live up to tithing commitment, giving what I can where. Yes I run giving across the board (after all before school I was volunteering for a rescue group) and I want this aspect to grow.
3) lifestyle changes
Here is the difficult part. I have grown in a community that lives solely many products not only whose ethical and social decisions are horrendous but create products that are unhealthy as well. Though I will review and modify this list due to life events... I would love to start making things from home. I already have 4 citrus trees and planted 4 more fruits trees and am going to try diligently to figure a way to have a vegetable garden with 2 50-70lbs dogs roaming the backyard all day... (Highly considering building a green house.). Here some items I'm working on changing:
---Deodorant - saw someone's recipe, going to try. I have had tremendous problems with allergies and skin and know that natural, homemade skin products are beneficial as well as practical.
---skin products: now, because again of health concerns I already she'll out $$$ for products never tested on animals and safe. But again my friends already living elements of this lifestyle make their own lotion and lip balm. I was VERY intrigued about making this. Plus it's my nature to make things and as I like to say it get "crafty."
--Food: I want to be making my own bread, peanut butter (or butter of choice less some nuts I have cross allergies to) and veggies. Now, this will take some time as I also don't believe in wasting the items I have already purchased. So I will use/eat what I have (or give to those who need as I have some friends in need of food more than myself) and move towards making my own.
---Stuff... I tried doing this a few years ago after attending a summer Bible study... Thanks Dale & Stacy .... Where I worked at buying products by companies in line with my faith. I have the resources, I also have several friends toner ideas from... So now I feel more prepared and going to work on this element harder. And for kicks and because my future husband and I love science.... Making my own ice cream :-)
So this is only a start. Of course there will be times I slip, and it will take getting used to several of these changes. But I believe God is bigger...and with Him, He can hopefully help me to become a better steward and a better follower of Christ.
Shalom, my friends, shalom
Anyways-- a few of friends have several suggestions and I noticed writing down the next steps will help me move onto better stewardship as a Christian. So here it goes::
1) First things first: all worship for God requires prayer. So I pray that God will guide me in this search, in shedding old skin and old habits and push me towards living as one of His stewards. Without God in the mix, none of this makes sense. And may all the glory and goodness go to Him alone. amen
2) Personal Habits::
A) more energy, more life--- I really need to star exercising more. And I don't mean locking myself in a gym 24/7. I mean walking outside, walking my dogs, walking other dogs that need it. Get back to riding my bike where I can and realizing that the purchase of my slightly used Honda pilot was for transporting the animals and people I love, not for taking solitary trips to no where for useless galavanting around.
B) share, share share!--- I have always considered myself overly privileged and therefore want to always be aware there is always something to give. I have struggled but are trying extremely hard to live up to tithing commitment, giving what I can where. Yes I run giving across the board (after all before school I was volunteering for a rescue group) and I want this aspect to grow.
3) lifestyle changes
Here is the difficult part. I have grown in a community that lives solely many products not only whose ethical and social decisions are horrendous but create products that are unhealthy as well. Though I will review and modify this list due to life events... I would love to start making things from home. I already have 4 citrus trees and planted 4 more fruits trees and am going to try diligently to figure a way to have a vegetable garden with 2 50-70lbs dogs roaming the backyard all day... (Highly considering building a green house.). Here some items I'm working on changing:
---Deodorant - saw someone's recipe, going to try. I have had tremendous problems with allergies and skin and know that natural, homemade skin products are beneficial as well as practical.
---skin products: now, because again of health concerns I already she'll out $$$ for products never tested on animals and safe. But again my friends already living elements of this lifestyle make their own lotion and lip balm. I was VERY intrigued about making this. Plus it's my nature to make things and as I like to say it get "crafty."
--Food: I want to be making my own bread, peanut butter (or butter of choice less some nuts I have cross allergies to) and veggies. Now, this will take some time as I also don't believe in wasting the items I have already purchased. So I will use/eat what I have (or give to those who need as I have some friends in need of food more than myself) and move towards making my own.
---Stuff... I tried doing this a few years ago after attending a summer Bible study... Thanks Dale & Stacy .... Where I worked at buying products by companies in line with my faith. I have the resources, I also have several friends toner ideas from... So now I feel more prepared and going to work on this element harder. And for kicks and because my future husband and I love science.... Making my own ice cream :-)
So this is only a start. Of course there will be times I slip, and it will take getting used to several of these changes. But I believe God is bigger...and with Him, He can hopefully help me to become a better steward and a better follower of Christ.
Shalom, my friends, shalom
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Moving Along in Life
This is something that has constantly been on my mind and probably the best place to "discuss" it would be here, on a blog. So here it goes.
I grew up in Orange County all my life. life in suburbia america, had a family that wasn't involved in divorce or drugs nor did I have parents that were mean or abusive. I thought my life was pretty well off. And even though my mom got serious cancer and my dad died when I was young, I still thought my life was good. Ha! ....then I went to college.
I had the best 4 years of my life in school. I went to University of Evansville, in Indiana, got to enjoy what it is like leaving your parents behind (mind you never having changed schools other than for grade) and live on my own. The I met people in college who changed my worldview. Who taught me you don't have to succumb to the standardized living made picture perfect by modern white America, that I can actually incorporate Christian living (which, btw, does not look like ANYTHING on TV) as my norm and that it was ok to stand up against authority and stand for what you believe in.
Then I moved back home. And besides trying to recover emotionally and spiritually from a broken engagement, I also had to recover moving back to suburbia America, back to the life I was trying to separate myself from. These were the hardest times of my life so far. I struggled with my mother, struggled internally, had the hardest time finding a church home, checking out everything (including Rock Harbor, something called "Faith Defenders" and even going back to my old childhood church (which I still support & love...continue reading.) Despite things that the outside world views as not important or significant, I made it through...in addition to finding a WONDERFUL church home in Messiah Lutheran with those alike and not like me. So here it what I have come down to....
Faith is important. And how you practice your faith is important to. And I strongly believe that you should honor whatever you claim to practice and know (meaning understanding and realize the implications of) what it means to follow Christ (or whatever faith if you want to go that far.) I have also learned not to judge by appearance, location or status. And I don't mean I judged those less fortunate than myself. As some who has constantly been referred to as "hippie" i mean not judging those more well off than yourself. Or those who may live more accurately to what you what to believe. Envy is still a sin as jealously is.
When I returned to Orange County, I constantly badgered those who were in a better financial, economical, social and even spiritual standing than myself. I criticized their opinions and deflated their happiness just to make sure they understood money and success wasn't everything. But then I realized I was causing just as much hurt as the rich man caused to the poor man. Those are people too--people who may have just as large a heart as the poor man, maybe give away half their resources, or go every year when possible serving those who need food, shelter or even water.
My pastor (who i think is quoting someone, not sure) always says "I can't do all the good the world needs but the world needs all the good I can do." It means---you do what you can. You stay true to God, to yourself, to your family and your faith community and you live out what you preach and try to be real within that. And as Christians, we are called NOT to judge. That God alone reserves this right. And therefore we ARE called to love God, love others (something our church is big on, i do not attend for this sole reason AND it was more of an after the fact statement when our church realized this is what they want as a motto...)
So I just want to remember people not to judge a book by any cover--to not judge people of where they stand. To love people, which means to understand and come & walk along side them, in whatever place they may be in their life, and for a Christian, to hopefully show how we are all called to walk along with Christ.
I grew up in Orange County all my life. life in suburbia america, had a family that wasn't involved in divorce or drugs nor did I have parents that were mean or abusive. I thought my life was pretty well off. And even though my mom got serious cancer and my dad died when I was young, I still thought my life was good. Ha! ....then I went to college.
I had the best 4 years of my life in school. I went to University of Evansville, in Indiana, got to enjoy what it is like leaving your parents behind (mind you never having changed schools other than for grade) and live on my own. The I met people in college who changed my worldview. Who taught me you don't have to succumb to the standardized living made picture perfect by modern white America, that I can actually incorporate Christian living (which, btw, does not look like ANYTHING on TV) as my norm and that it was ok to stand up against authority and stand for what you believe in.
Then I moved back home. And besides trying to recover emotionally and spiritually from a broken engagement, I also had to recover moving back to suburbia America, back to the life I was trying to separate myself from. These were the hardest times of my life so far. I struggled with my mother, struggled internally, had the hardest time finding a church home, checking out everything (including Rock Harbor, something called "Faith Defenders" and even going back to my old childhood church (which I still support & love...continue reading.) Despite things that the outside world views as not important or significant, I made it through...in addition to finding a WONDERFUL church home in Messiah Lutheran with those alike and not like me. So here it what I have come down to....
Faith is important. And how you practice your faith is important to. And I strongly believe that you should honor whatever you claim to practice and know (meaning understanding and realize the implications of) what it means to follow Christ (or whatever faith if you want to go that far.) I have also learned not to judge by appearance, location or status. And I don't mean I judged those less fortunate than myself. As some who has constantly been referred to as "hippie" i mean not judging those more well off than yourself. Or those who may live more accurately to what you what to believe. Envy is still a sin as jealously is.
When I returned to Orange County, I constantly badgered those who were in a better financial, economical, social and even spiritual standing than myself. I criticized their opinions and deflated their happiness just to make sure they understood money and success wasn't everything. But then I realized I was causing just as much hurt as the rich man caused to the poor man. Those are people too--people who may have just as large a heart as the poor man, maybe give away half their resources, or go every year when possible serving those who need food, shelter or even water.
My pastor (who i think is quoting someone, not sure) always says "I can't do all the good the world needs but the world needs all the good I can do." It means---you do what you can. You stay true to God, to yourself, to your family and your faith community and you live out what you preach and try to be real within that. And as Christians, we are called NOT to judge. That God alone reserves this right. And therefore we ARE called to love God, love others (something our church is big on, i do not attend for this sole reason AND it was more of an after the fact statement when our church realized this is what they want as a motto...)
So I just want to remember people not to judge a book by any cover--to not judge people of where they stand. To love people, which means to understand and come & walk along side them, in whatever place they may be in their life, and for a Christian, to hopefully show how we are all called to walk along with Christ.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Guilt & Service... the Struggle
Today I attend church (not a surprise, just stating a fact)... and after attending and sharing some time with someone about the sermon, I decided I would gently blog on a topic that is hard for anyone, but I think especially pastors and those "serving" in the church proper... the call to service.
Today's gospel reading was from Luke 10:25ff... aka the Good Samaritan. Its a common story, very powerful and dramatic and where I think Jesus provides an excellent view of how we are to live as followers in the world. Just to recap (http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2010:25ff&version=TNIV) -- its where one of the expert Law jews was trying to catch Jesus & asked him about how to get eternal life. And the expert eggs Jesus on about asking who is your neighbor. And then Jesus points to do likewise as the Samaritan took care of the one in need.
Now... biblical speaking--it is clear there is a call to serve. And I do believe that as Christians we are all called to service. But it is extremely hard to call others to serve with you without pressing upon their guilt. We had this problem in shepherd rescue... a request for more to volunteer frequently made me feel like I wasn't doing even though i was doing what I could.
So how does one teach/preach/call service?? on top of that stewardship (asking for money-- which in these days is a lot hard....) I am glad our pastor pointed out this morning it is doing what you can... doing what good you can do because the world needs everyone doing good, not one person trying to do it all. But it still can one feel guilty if you think you are not doing enough. My fiancé stressed the important part---remember that your service should come from the Word to Love God, Love One Another. I think that is the key to emphasis to serve.
Sunday, February 17, 2013
The continuing effort to write....
Something interesting happened today. I went to church (that isn't the interesting part.) And i was intently listening to the sermon today because they were in Isaiah 55 for the OT verse because my paper for Prophets is dealing with Isaiah 40. And in the midst of the sermon I noticed something. Another theme of the Bible... then the idea of the blog/book came to me.
Whenever someone in the Bible questions the thoughts or plans of God/life, God responds in a very consistent way. He talks about how He is the Creator of the world, how we, as creation, cannot even begin to fathom His thoughts or ideas but that there is no need to worry---only to Trust, Have Faith in Him. Here are some examples...
Job (look at God's response when Job finally cracks)
Isaiah 40:27-31 & 55:8-11
or even when God reveals Himself. He states " I will be who I will be" meaning that God will determine His character, not humans or manmade concepts. There are countless examples of God explaining Himself as the Creator in the Bible.
And you want to know what a Creator does? (just in case God throughout history saving & redeeming His people isn't enough...) look at Genesis. God takes chaos, takes nothing not only creates the world, but creates everything living thing including humans. In fact, humans became special to God. (Genesis 1 & 2)
So when you think about it .... its kind of neat. God, the Creator wants to be with His Beloved Creation. And the Bible is the documentation to show how God has done this. It may or may not be historically accurate, but they are the complete stories and tales we have to understand how God works. It could (meaning this does not apply to all biblical tells) be like fables: stories with a moral teaching.
anyways... I just thought this was an interesting thought... along with the idea that God is demonstrated as a warrior. I'm glad that God knows what He's doing because I sure couldn't handle everything He works with/handles.
(p.s. if anyone steals my book idea above... i want credit :-P)
Job (look at God's response when Job finally cracks)
Isaiah 40:27-31 & 55:8-11
or even when God reveals Himself. He states " I will be who I will be" meaning that God will determine His character, not humans or manmade concepts. There are countless examples of God explaining Himself as the Creator in the Bible.
And you want to know what a Creator does? (just in case God throughout history saving & redeeming His people isn't enough...) look at Genesis. God takes chaos, takes nothing not only creates the world, but creates everything living thing including humans. In fact, humans became special to God. (Genesis 1 & 2)
So when you think about it .... its kind of neat. God, the Creator wants to be with His Beloved Creation. And the Bible is the documentation to show how God has done this. It may or may not be historically accurate, but they are the complete stories and tales we have to understand how God works. It could (meaning this does not apply to all biblical tells) be like fables: stories with a moral teaching.
anyways... I just thought this was an interesting thought... along with the idea that God is demonstrated as a warrior. I'm glad that God knows what He's doing because I sure couldn't handle everything He works with/handles.
(p.s. if anyone steals my book idea above... i want credit :-P)
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Interesting Facts from the Grad World
Good morning everyone! (so much for weekly updates...but at least its more frequent than before)
Last night I began a class on the Prophetic Books of the Hebrew Bible. Well, actually, the first lecture was concerning how to understand interpreting the Bible. It mostly consisted of us reviewing how you can see the Bible historically, as literature and theological. It was interesting and lively as a lecture and a discussion.
In the midst of the lecture we came across an interesting topic that I thought would be perfect for another blog entry. Especially since its still technically January and I missed Epiphany. My professor (Dr. Tremper Longman) mentioned that another biblical scholar Robert H. Gundry has written a commentary on Matthew where the story of the wise isn't a historical Gospel / tale as many people have interpreted, but a mid rash. This is significant I think (and makes a lot more sense.) Let me explain.
A midrash is a Jewish tradition where characters in the Bible and their tales are expanded on to further explanation a theological point or argue a certain teaching or perspective. The most well-known is the book The Red Tent however there are several more out there on Sarah, figures like Jacob & David. I think Mr. Gundry has a point. Ironically, the wise men story is only found within one Gospel (Matthew) and it is an unusual story consider what elements are standard within the Christmas tale. However, thinking back throughout the Biblical narrative, the added story of the wise men as a Midrash pointing to the involvement of the Gentiles into the Jewish story makes perfect sense. Look at Ruth... the tale of strangers coming into town.
Of course I would like to expand on this further...but class is about to start ;- )
Last night I began a class on the Prophetic Books of the Hebrew Bible. Well, actually, the first lecture was concerning how to understand interpreting the Bible. It mostly consisted of us reviewing how you can see the Bible historically, as literature and theological. It was interesting and lively as a lecture and a discussion.
In the midst of the lecture we came across an interesting topic that I thought would be perfect for another blog entry. Especially since its still technically January and I missed Epiphany. My professor (Dr. Tremper Longman) mentioned that another biblical scholar Robert H. Gundry has written a commentary on Matthew where the story of the wise isn't a historical Gospel / tale as many people have interpreted, but a mid rash. This is significant I think (and makes a lot more sense.) Let me explain.
A midrash is a Jewish tradition where characters in the Bible and their tales are expanded on to further explanation a theological point or argue a certain teaching or perspective. The most well-known is the book The Red Tent however there are several more out there on Sarah, figures like Jacob & David. I think Mr. Gundry has a point. Ironically, the wise men story is only found within one Gospel (Matthew) and it is an unusual story consider what elements are standard within the Christmas tale. However, thinking back throughout the Biblical narrative, the added story of the wise men as a Midrash pointing to the involvement of the Gentiles into the Jewish story makes perfect sense. Look at Ruth... the tale of strangers coming into town.
Of course I would like to expand on this further...but class is about to start ;- )
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